martes, 25 de noviembre de 2008

Quiz What element are you?


You are free sprited and can't be kept in a cage!You love to enjoy the breeze of Autumn, and the leaves swirling around you. You don't really stand out, and only lead when your comrads need you most. Otherwise, you just kkind of blend, which, in some instances. can be good! Even so, try to make more of an imprint. You are very care-free and like to be free! You would be a good counseler, doctor or author! Your emotions change with your surroundings.

what dark anime girl are you?


You are stuck between good and evil.you still have hope but very little of it.Sometimes even doughts life.

The color of my heart is:


The color of your heart is green
You and kind and caring. You try your best to make everything as fair as possible. You'd even risk your life for a precious friend. No, scratch that, you'd risk your life for anyone! Here's a bonus that you'll get for taking this quiz! I think you'll end up with a person who's heart is silver. You would probably bring them out of the dark and into the light with your bright and happy face.

My anime spirit


Spirit of the NightYou are a person who drifts through life only look at your negitives and the negitives of the world and others.You will have a very hard time finding love if you even belive in love.You should spend some spare time looking at the positives of the world, and for the love of god dont comit suicide after your death you will spend eternity making people suffer.

jueves, 20 de noviembre de 2008

Irony and bad sense of humor

I heard your breath and you where not here
I felt your heart beaten next to me
and I think I haveve to stop messing with drugs!

jajaja is just a funny thought

Song If I can't be yours- Thanatos.

I realize what is what I want but I start to get confused can't I have it? and when I need some one arround nobody will be here, when my head is in a mess and my heart feel pain and theres nothing to help myself to get out of it , I know I 'll feel lost. when I realize I can't have you.



SONG: If I can't be yours

Now its time, I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long Butsomething strange deep inside of me is happening I feel unlikeI've ever felt And its making me scared That I may not be whatI (think I am)

What of us, what do I sayAre we both from a different worldCos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you I couldn't facemy life without you And I'm so afraid. There's nothing tocomfort us What am I, if I can't be yours

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing And my senses have all but goneCan't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear now I realiseWe're not the same and it's making me sad Cos we can't fufillour dreams (in the life)

So I must, let us break free I can never be what you need Ifthere was a way, through the hurt then I would fint it I'd take theblows. Yes I would fight it But this is the one. Impossible dreamto love What am I, if I can't be yours.

Thinking about something sad?


why do we botter with feelings and
toughts ?
how do I reach the point of being disappointed of others and even myself and nothing can change that.
Rejecting the people who loves me or at least they say it and leting myself alone seems to be right.
Then why I can't get things right again cause they were right didn't they?
how I will know that I'm happy if I don't know what is happiness .

MY INNERMOST DESIRE

QUIZ

What is your innermost desire
Created by livelaughclimb


You want to UNDERSTAND YOURSELF

There are so many things going on in your mind. You wonder what all of them mean, what you really want, who you really want to be with, etc. You question yourself often. You want to know who you really are, and you want to define yourself. This is a personal journey that most people experience. Keep doing what makes you feel good and what induces the least amount of anxiety and questions. Express yourself in every way possible. You don't need to define yourself, you just need to answer some important questions. It will all come in time.

What do I need?


when I think that I've been chainned long ago
then something happen and I set myself free
but will I make it last or it will be just an ilusion of my own desire of being free. feelign misunderstood and doubting if I should shown the one that is really me, deep inside myself there are lots of thing that I don't let out because I'm afraid that it would get away the few people that loves me,is it a joke? am I alone ? the reality is that I'm alone! it doesn't matter if I show myself or a fake mask of who I'm,no one knows me cause I wouldn't let them to get close cause nobody knows what it's here inside of me and how it is to be like me, nobody will know how tired I am of keeping myself hid , being alone is the only wall that I could built to protect myself from pain but from love too.

viernes, 14 de noviembre de 2008

Coppelia's Coffin - Ali Project

A little peace of the song traslated to enlgish hope you like it.
if you want to see all the song go to. http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/
and search for Kopperia no hitsugi.
Coppelia's Coffin
People are dolls tired from dancing
Sheep on the altar
The mechanical dreams
by the way thanks Frank you gave me this song without knowing. (you left files in my usb)


jueves, 13 de noviembre de 2008

Bullet Witch


It's an inner part of human beeings that sooner or later we hurt each other, the ones that we love the most.Because we think that there will be tomorrow to fix things; what happend when we realize that there's any and we recognize that we let go the last time to ask forgiveness and say I love you , what do we do when things are not the same anymore?. Could I get one last chance to tell you how much I miss you and how much I love you?. Would I see you again like when I was a child and you scare all the monsters in my room.
will we have a tomorrow to enjoy togheter?. if we don´t have more time I just want to writte that I do care about you, though I´m not arround you , I´m always with you, because you are the only one who knows and understand how it's to be like me.

miércoles, 12 de noviembre de 2008

Rozen Maiden - kinjirareta asobi



















This is a translation from a part of the song- Kinkirareta asobi from Rozen Maiden

The World is a looming castle, its gates opened by God
In that way I will lead you, and if you fill up my eyes
More gently than anyone call out my name
When that happens you will know the meaning of eternity

martes, 11 de noviembre de 2008

ME IN MEXICO CITY



No regrets , no pain
nothing that makes you feel the same
there's no options , no feelings
there's nobody at the end
will you ever defeath them
are you going up or down
will you keep some hope
when everything has finished.

lunes, 10 de noviembre de 2008

### WHEN YOU FEEL SO SICK OF EVERYTHING%%%%

~*~ Falling Away From Me ~*~

Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.

That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.

I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.

Beating me down.

Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.

Into the ground.
Twisting me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.
Life's falling away from me.
Fuck!

Coming back !


Hi,

now I'm back from a trip to Mexico city it was great, but a little bit disorgasnized, we took like three hours to reach the UNAM and then we spent s lot of time having breakfast so we didn't have time to visit like a lot of places there. Then we could't visit their CELE but I knew they teach around 14 languages and its FREE! well according to what they told me , anyways after the breif visit we cam back to the hotel and visited several places ,bellas artes, the museum of antropology, the alameda.after that betzy , lucy and I whent to the Zona Rosa and we didn't get lost yupiiiiii! for me it's a great achivement. well I think is all I'll post a photograph later. meanwhile live you this.

see ya !

martes, 4 de noviembre de 2008

Hello everyone


This blog is an alternative media to express my self and all the things that I like,
since I'm learning english you would find that I'd be making a lot of mistakes but what's the problem this is a free country (or webpage jeje) so I'd warned you . and to honore my first post
I' d post something that I like a lot it's from an anime. HOPE YOU LIKE IT.

BYE